*Time flies very fast* Today is the last day of school. Went to school in the morning with Zi hao as we come to school same time. Had this disturbing headache for the past 2 days. But I tolerated it. We had our last Healthy Lifestyle. Walked with Vynx, Jeff and Darlene. After that spring cleaning. Then our results came out!
I got into 3/1 NATT next year.My results was not that fantastic and not so happy with it. But I will try harder next time. Some of my friends did not make it. I was happy for myself and some others. But also sad too. I can see some of them really unhappy. Some friends who are close to me did not make it. I'm kinda sad,not in the mood to celebrate last day of school.
After school I saw my previous Maths Teacher Mdm Rekha and showed her my results. She congratulated and said well done. Was not really expecting that. Then 3/3 people behind seeing my results I was very embarrassed. Of coz they got higher than me.
After that went to mac with Zi hao. Went home with him later.
Actually if nothing went wrong that faithful day when "that person" insulted me. I would have spent time with her and go out on holidays. But now, its all gone. Life Is So Unpredictable. Well next year Sec 3 can wear long pants finnaly! Just glad that Im in the same class as my best pal Vynx!
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Hey Guys,
Yes I know I haven't updated my blog yet.Kinda lazy. Anyway exams are over and next Wednesday we are going to be back to school. Alot of things have happened. Well whenever I think about "someone" I get angry coz of the way the person treated me. Its always like that. But I'm trying to get occupied everytime. These few days I slept around 1am playing psp lols.
Kinda bored during the holidays.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Hello Guys,
Sorry yesterday never update, coz no energy totally drained lol.
Alright yesterday was Teacher's Day 31 August 2009.
Cant really sleep so early morning wake up 5.20am? Then lay on bed till 6.00 am and then went to school. Had Teacher's Day celebration. I enjoyed the dance although I'm not good at it. Aiya some people looking then say my dance funny. But what matters is that I quite enjoyed it. Then go class then hall. Hall saw many performances. The Teacher's performance was the funniest lol. They act like teenagers so the show was good and funny. Saw Godon perform also, playing guitar. Cool la, but need to play louder lol. After that went to Primary School. This year I got chance to go primary school last year did not coz on that day I got my Singapore Citizenship.
Primary school outside back-gate no people. Then wait saw one of my friend then we both go front-gate. Thats the real entrance. Then I re-unite with my friends. Alot have changed. We recalled our memories of being together. Very fun...I keep on saying "eh you remember this you remember that". They still called me their leader. I was touched. I was their leader as in not gang leader more like we help each other out and stuff. Laughed alot. I was sad when I got to leave them. Its like 1 year one time see them or very rarely. They were my closest friends helped me alot listened to me also. Then mix around with my Indian friends. Wah...they changed alot. Some of them smoke. Sadded la....its not like last time when Primary school.
Then my friends left. I hang out with my Indian friends. They smoke at void deck. After that accompanied my best-friend to Causeway. I looking out for Mdm Rekha scared she see me. Then went to Woodlands Ring Primary Zhi hao,Ivy,Shara and Jeff there. Wait very long for Zhi hao feel like whacking him lol. Shara dam tired, I also. Then go his house and do Art project. His mom kind give us eat. After that go home, no energy immediately lay on bed. Going sleep she called. Chatted then have my bathed. Thats all la. Sad la, last two-years and this year never buy gift for teacher too late. Wanna buy gift for Mdm Rekha then forgot. Ok till here I think this is my longest post lol haha.
Really enjoyed my day!!!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Hello Guys,
Sorry for not updating for so long.Many things happened so fast yesterday and today.
Yesterday 25 August.
I changed my hairstyle for good. I did not know that this hairstyle is better than the current one. Many people say I need to change my hairstyle, mostly the girls lol. Then Humanities, very funny lol. Wang June, Vynx and Subra di siao many people. Wahaha...Vynx said loudly "wah got some girls look at me outside class" then Adriani,Vinaa and Syuhada look then Wang June say they jealous LOL! They all joking only. Had such a good time. Vynx and Subra try to spike the back of my hair . But too bad after a hours my hair go down again haha.
Then after school meet her.For so long never talk to her and meet. Wahaha she say I look better with this hairstyle. Never expected her to say that! Chatted along the way. Its so surprising and it happened so fast that she.....I think only Vynx know. I don't know I am making the right decision. Say wanna forget...then something happen make change my decision.Zzz its always like that!! I think Im cursed or something. Some people angry with me for doing this. Say I do not mean what I say. Then...at the end someone still considering. I hope that person don't say no again. I promise myself to control the "fire". Yes it started again. Like I said, wanna forget also cannot, something will come my way. *Only Vynx understand this*.
Then Today.
Today ok. Darlene birthday. Wished her in the morning.Then I and Vynx say "Darlene better becareful ar". Recess I 4-5 mins late for duty.Better than last time 10 mins late. Then D&T quite fun. I think by next week should finish. Then after school go home lay down on bed then soon sleep tired mah. Ok till here.Just hope that the person agrees.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Hello Guys,
Today our school celebrate National Day. Wore the class t-shirt, I never carry bag or anything.Just came to school, feeling quite awkward coz I never carry anything while other people carry bag lol. While going school saw that "someone". Why does she have to walk this way? Can't she walk another way? Then went to class and help paste paper on the back of the class and try and help decorate white board a little. Then got temperature check, I forgot bring thermometer as I never bring anything. Zi Hao also never bring but he paid $1 just to use the school thermometer. Luck Wang June is kind enough to lend me his thermometer. Hey! I got wash ok?
After that we sing the national pledge outside class and then got speach by the Principle. Its because of the H1N1 we cant really celebrate National Day. Took some photos, I look up 3rd floor got people looking lol. Then go back class sing National songs. The most boring part is the video! I almost slept, it reminds me of history lesson. History lessons I sometimes also sleep. Then after that go buy something breakfast at near Admiralty MRT Station then went home.
Hope next year the parade would be much better. Happy National Day Everyone!
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Hello Guys,
Morning went school. While on the way to school. I just think about the person whom threatened her to beat me up if she...I got angry all of a sudden. The song Im listening from my MP3 player also adds to my emotions. I just wished that if I had that kind of "power/gang" like him I would really whack him! Who does he think he is? Her father is it? Then I quickly changed the music, changed to a more relaxing one. Then I quite ok already.
Then silient reading, I make sure I dont lose the reflection form lol.Last time I lost it then I need to redo it again. Then Maths I kinda understand what the teacher is teaching.I really wish no bending, just like it this way lol. Then dance, I felt that the Indian dance more easier to remember than the Chinese or Malay dance we did before. I think it is because it is mainly leg coordination. Then recess normal, went to wash room. I like wanna joke with Wang June then he very angry say "I in bad moob today you...." nevermind I can understand him. Hope he okay soon. Then D&T funny lol, chat with Vynx laugh and laugh he said some funny stuff....I will always remember "boring" hahaha. Then after school went to near stuff room complete my file. But when I finesh Ms Kok went already.So tomorrow I give my file lo.
Went home, while I eating I received a message and I nearly choked. Break-up again? What is this? How many times must do this? Now Im just resisting myself. I wanna be friends but resisting it. Its like a magnet trying to pull me but Im resisting the force. Heres the problem, everytime I try to forget someone, something will happen and I wanna go and be friends again and/or I will resist it. I really hope I made the right decision last time. I am still disturbed by the memories...
PS:Thanks for those who tried to cheer me up! Thanks to Vynx, Kaili and Weibing!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Hello guys,
Today also one of the saddest days.Ok lets start from morning.
Morning go school then ask questions from Vinaa. Then Science period...got Science test but never study for it. But it was okay can at least pass then recess normal talk with Jeffery. After that English...wah dream come true I got 8 position in Mass Run so happy! Music period funny...my group say " cher Subra talk our lyrics then we don't need sing" lol funny.Maths...learn new(actually not new) chapter, Pythagorus Theorum. Last year I and Vynx got learn so it won't be difficult. Then going home wah the sad part. Saw "someone" kinda sad. Then talk crap with Danish. He good la trying his best to cheer us up. Then Danish left, me and "someone" only.I asked some questions. Now I understand why she said "No" when I go and......she's doing this just to protect me. I ashamed on myself! I told "someone" that I cant forget her while we were friends. So if we were not friends some problems will be avoided. I really don't want to do this but it is the only way for me to forget. I thanked her for all the good things that she has done and because of her I learnt what it is to love someone. Then said sorry if I ever hurt her. I gave a quick....something and said the "words" in the ear and then said good bye and then thats it gone already. Its very sad. But I hope I have made a good decision even thought it hurts like a arrow peircing my heart. Its for me too move on.
Thanks to Vynx for cheering me up a little.
