Thursday, July 30, 2009
Friendship Over...Sadded
6:20 PM
Hello guys,Today also one of the saddest days.Ok lets start from morning.
Morning go school then ask questions from Vinaa. Then Science period...got Science test but never study for it. But it was okay can at least pass then recess normal talk with Jeffery. After that English...wah dream come true I got 8 position in Mass Run so happy! Music period funny...my group say " cher Subra talk our lyrics then we don't need sing" lol funny.Maths...learn new(actually not new) chapter, Pythagorus Theorum. Last year I and Vynx got learn so it won't be difficult. Then going home wah the sad part. Saw "someone" kinda sad. Then talk crap with Danish. He good la trying his best to cheer us up. Then Danish left, me and "someone" only.I asked some questions. Now I understand why she said "No" when I go and......she's doing this just to protect me. I ashamed on myself! I told "someone" that I cant forget her while we were friends. So if we were not friends some problems will be avoided. I really don't want to do this but it is the only way for me to forget. I thanked her for all the good things that she has done and because of her I learnt what it is to love someone. Then said sorry if I ever hurt her. I gave a quick....something and said the "words" in the ear and then said good bye and then thats it gone already. Its very sad. But I hope I have made a good decision even thought it hurts like a arrow peircing my heart. Its for me too move on.Thanks to Vynx for cheering me up a little.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Today
6:45 AM
Hello People,Today normal...morning I have mild fever and abit of flu.But I got take flu medicine...it has some side effects so during English lesson I fighting to stay awake.English teacher also kinda not feeling well.Then recess normal...after that mother tongue.Lucky teacher never give us homework...she got mercy on us today haha.Then today my cousin going NS.Sad cant say good bye to him.Whenever exam coming soon I always go to him and clear my problems.But now cant see him and when exam comes I gotta ask someone else...Till here
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Broken Forever
6:35 AM
Dear People,Today some of you know that is my so called destiny. But that destiny turned out to be my saddest day of my life. I've been...(only some people know)... I have wasted 3 years of my life for that person. That person had broken me into a thousand pieces, smashed my heart until the last drop of blood...now I have no life left. Wasted my chance...now I have to move on...thanks for those who tried to cheer me up especially Vynx.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Today...
4:26 AM
Hello people,Today go to school...morning...never do anything....then recess normal. Then English period teacher never come...talk with Wang June...about past...then Mother Tongue...teacher gave me easy work to do...first time I abit confident on Mother Tongue. Then Maths...some understand some dont...Science ok-ok...after school heard some news from "someone"....wah...you get closer...I feel something already...not used it...but will get used to it soon... next Monday....gonna do something...I think only Vynx know that...its been already almost 3 years I have waited for "the chance"....and I am gonna do it with confidence! Will post again next Monday 20 July(my destiny)...will accept or not...its someone's decision...
